What was I thinking, feeling in any way good about myself? Stop being delusional, me. Maybe one day I will be allowed to exist. Thesis: It's a bug Antithesis: It's a feature Synthesis: It's a feature of the bug It's time to admit to myself that I am addicted to virtual socialization. I spend like 90% of my time just talking to people online, like that's basically my real, actual hobby. Meanwhile I am a total outcast in real life. At this point it's probably better to be an outcast IRL AND online if I made up for it by being more creative and productive.